Monday, January 28, 2008

School was sooooooo D: today, felt so tired throughout. My eyes were like half close during lessons, wished my bed was beside me at that point of time. Rawr. Nyways, sat & sun was spent with vega, dawn, syafiq & co. Star gazing was great at MS with dawn. We fell asleep there! It was that good :) Wish I could stay there forever. D: I need to buck up in my studies! & I srsly think farmer should shut her mouth about ITE. Emphasise emphasise emphasise on ITE, go and die la. I will prove to you, I can go to poly! So can 5/3 [: (L) I'm gonna study harder this year. Seriously, no really.. seriously :) & I'm very tired now, I need sleep plz.

I love massu! (:

Miura Haruma from Sky of love. Wah so hamsum.

~~Reality is setting in & you're really leaving.~~

8:29 PM

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

A lot has been going on these days, on my mind that is. Uh almost eveything has pretty much settled in already but there are still some things which bother me. So much so that it affected my shooting today. I was distracted by useless things, can't seem to tell anyone cuz I find no use in it. They'd prolly ignore me cuz I told them about it countless times. I told coach today I was a little distracted, well yeah I was singing to myself -.- not verbally la but more like singing it in my head. Coach told me to concentrate on shooting & shut everything out, that way my shots would be better. I think I was too tired today, so I had to entertain myself. Heh (:

OK just gotta get all of this distractions out out out of my brain. Luckily Idayu is there to tolerate my nonsense, cuz I don't think anyone else can. Well it takes one to know one, so Idayu you're as irritating as me. LOL! She tolerated my horrible singing through out the lessons & she din shut me up. On the other hand, I think she enjoyed it leh. HAHA! Maybe I should disturb her more :D! Nyways, really hope to get over O's as fast as possible. This is torture! & not to mention teachers should just slap themselves & die. WW told me to take out my earsticks. WTF I forgot to put back my earstick and my earhole closed. Luckily one only if not she won't be able to attend school!!! I swear I almost killed her during assembly today. Argh stupid pot-hair-woman. Screw you.

HHF tomorrow plus practical. My oh my. How tiring can sec 5 life get? Can I take a shortcut in life? Sigh x 1000000 million times.

> With or without you the world still revolves. Nothing stops for you, I hope you understand & know that I'm referring to you (: Don't ask me or other people if you are the one I'm talking about cuz I AM! Now buzz off would ya?

8:50 PM

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8:24 PM

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

Oh boredom boredom D: Shall upload pictures tomorrow. & School's in! : ) Am so glad I'm using a earpiece which has mega-bass, so soothing. Great for trance lovers. It costs like 100+ so they better not cheat my feelings! They didn't anyway. Haha. Night people!

Till you come around baby.

11:38 PM

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

Argh!! I don't feel like studying anymore. I wana go Higher Nitec. But bro talked to me & he told me to tell the teachers to fuck off because no teacher would ever do that. Boy what is the world coming to? Sigh. Absolutely have no intention on studying, I'm losing faith in myself. I have no motivation. I would like to do Hospitality & Tourism Management but its in Clementi ITE, which is friking in front of that bastard's house. -.-" But I have second thoughts on entering ITE cuz if I'm in a 5year course then finish it. If I fail O's, I guess I got myself to blame. Lessons today were shit, I was falling asleep in like almost all because I felt so lethargic. Idk what's wrong with me :/ I was thinking a lot about ___ today.

Nyways, I went to NP today with Fionn, Justina, Idayu, Naz, Vega, Dawn, Nicole & Veronica! It wasssss sooooooooo warm today!!!!!!!! My goodness. We were pespiring like some dogs in a chinese restaurant plz. Haha. Wish I could carry a portable + invincible air-con with me. Haha so lame -.-! Toured the school & I loved it so much. Its the best poly open house! The atmosphere was nice, I could feel the school was united in one way or another. Good good. I like this one. Checked out Biomed & all. I checked all the other courses except Tourism for myself, so smart right? I'm too lazy la. Haha :D After, Shawn brought us around. Ah its been donkey years since I met him, felt great seeing his stupid face & hearing his voice again. Hoho! Won donuts for Fionn cuz she kept bugging me she wanted more donuts. So I got her a box of it, & she zipped it. HAHA! Bus-ed back to Clementi (omg, I swear bastards live there) Train-ed to Orchard. Headed to Far East & got Jj's present. Then bro fetched me & had dinner at cousin's. I need to get nice lipstuds BUT ITS PRETTY EX, NO? -.-" Sooooooo, chalet tmr!!!! Wheeeeeee. Time to take the weekend off. Oh its off every weekend for us students right? Ok I don't make sense. Ignore me. Ok bye people. Its off to lala land for me. No studying. I feel like a slacker, kill me D:

I can't deny the fact that you're the one I really miss.

10:23 PM

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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

School was shit, first thing in the morning I got caught by the fucking DM for my dyed hair. Zzzzzzzzz. Now I'm waiting for the dye to settle in. Argh. I'll look so retarded with black hair - no for real, really black black hair. D: This sucks arghf. Nyways, training was awesome. But my hand was aching ): Coach talked to the graduating batch and told us to write about our goals about shooting & studies. It was like writing a compo. HAHA. Yea and I did what I was told. Reached home around 7.30, ate at cousin's house & now I'm rotting. Am tired and I haven't studied for tmr's SS test. Yay?

To be honest, I really miss the old times babe. Never thought our friendship would end up this way. I guess, I'm part of your past now. Its useless for me to keep this friendship up when all you do is just keep mum and not do anything to make things better. What was I to you before school started? What am I to you now that school has started? Is our friendship that fragile? You tell me.

9:36 PM

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Monday, January 14, 2008

Guess I'm not that tough after all - I miss you.

Ohhh, I don't know what to say.
And I have told you lately,
That I'm tired of talking about the same old reasons we change.
Just take it easy, don't worry about these days.

Because I'm keeping it cool, now thinking about you,
Sticking around and if we should pay.
Tied down, looking around,
And I know what I want so don't hold me down.
Oh I, I don't play games, and I, I have been learning,
To just to let it all go and stay quiet when I feel like speaking.
My mind on whatever it is I need to make clear and just say it.

9:00 PM

Smother Me

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Finally got my labret done on Thursday after school. HEE HEE. It felt like a pinch & I could feel the blood rushing to ma lips. Finally am able to eat after 2 days of no food -.-! Now it doesn't hurt at all & its swelling went down alr, which is good : )

Yesterday, I met up with Vega & Dawn. We headed to TP for the open house, so boring la. We just took the goodie bag & left. HAHA. I dropped the bag at home & then left to meet Fionn. Was 1 hour late - guess what? I reached SP & Fionn made me wait for an hour cuz she was touring the school. SO I waited for her, patiently. Ahem. Btw I headed to SP on Friday after sch - it was really boring too. Guess I was too tired. Nyways, Fionn & her friend met me then we ate at SP's pizzahut. HOHO the service sucks over there! I entertained Fionn's friend the whole time over there, because SOMEONE was so shy (don't kill me Fionn. HEHE) Then we left around 6pm, Fionn & I headed to Marina SQ. Since Vega & co. were gonna meet me there, & Fionn was gonna meet her parents for dinner. Yeah so, we walked around. Joined Fionn & family at Thai Express but I din eat ah! HAHA uh, then met Dawn, Vega, Syafiq & his two other friends which were at the chalet which I forgot the names. Oops. Then they wanted to eat LJS so I just watch them eat. After, we bought tix for the 9pm AVP2 show. Initially, we wanted to watch American Gangster - but you look at my face, don't look like 18 right? Haha. Anyway, the show wasn't that good after all. Maybe I din enjoy it cuz I was sitted right infront. Dammit. My head was hurting :( Yeah & after the show I headed home via bus. WHOO!

I just realized one of my eyebag is bigger than the other. HAHA WTF!!11111

SP toilet. haha

Offloading. Hehe.

1:42 PM

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Wednesday, January 09, 2008

With a blink of an eye, I'm in sec 5 now - preparing for O's. Hah! I still remember those 2 months of holidays, non-stop of fun. Now? Everything has settled in already, am not in the honeymoon season anymore. Time to buck up in my studies & train hard for air rifle. Speaking of which, I had training yesterday. It felt good seeing coach again, the feel of the range is still the same - which is good. I always love the atmosphere there. AND my body is aching today. Haha wtf, I need to paste salonpas. Urgh. Anyway, nothing has gone bad for me in school.... yet. Ha! But I didn't do anything wrong. SOooooooooo.... :D

If I knew everything would turn out this way, I wouldn't even bother initiating the first move. Maybe its just me? Srsly I don't understand why you're acting this way. Is this what you call good friends? If you don't wanna hang out anymore, then say it in my face woman. What did I do to deserve this? -.-" Friends? Ha, I don't think that word exists between us anymore.

6:31 PM

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

Downed 7 shots & I puked -.-! Now I'm hungry. & uh good morning? Haha. I'm bored.

5:49 AM

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Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Beginning of today was great, got to see all my friends again :) Found out that WW is our form teacher again, zomg. Stab me hard. WW put me & Idayu in front, its time to irritate Idayu. Wahahahaha. The teachers srsly bore me to the core, I was falling asleep while listening to 'em make their stupid same old naggy-speech. Buncha assholes. Principal's talk drived me up the wall, I couldn't stand how she demoralised us. Like why keep emphasising on the ITE part? You really want us to go ITE then we go lah, just to make you happy. Fuck la I couldn't stand her so I told my mum to put me in ITE, but my mum said just persevere. & that's what I'm gonna do! Then at that point of time, I remembered Daddy & Mummy got perks for me just to motivate me & what were my N results? I scraped through. So this year, I wanna study hard like never before, proof all the motherfuckers out there wrong - those who think NA people who can't make it, fuck off. I wanna make REGINA LEE angry cuz I'm gonna make it. I wanna see her face when I get my o level results - I will flick it in her face. HAHAHA! I'm so evil. What to do, she made me : )

Nyways, after school I went out with Fionn & Abby. What a nostalgic feel to it, cuz its been long since I wore my school uniform out & I miss hanging out at town with them. So we did just that, headed to town to have Pastamania for lunch, then walked to Far East for dessert - fried mars bar. Walked walked walked around Far East, I was in a daze the whole time so I din really bother at what those 2 were looking at. Its hard thinking about the future, harsh reality just smacks you right in your face. How tough can one's life get? I wonder. So we headed home around 7? I reached home 8+ & I vomited my pastamania. -.- Felt so much better after puking, WHEW. I'm very tired.

Fionn MIA! Haha cuz she was outside cutting neoprint. LOL!

10:40 PM

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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

YAAAAAAAAAAAY. Its the new year! It was terrific! Spent it with Fionn, Vega, Syafiq & Dawn. Had drinks for the night and the fireworks were great. Of all places we counted down at Marina Sq's staircase. HAHA. Never thought I'd land up there for countdown. But what I really like about new year is the company and fireworks, that's all :) I'm ever so happy to have friends & family in my life, nothing else. Always there to spend time & have fun with. Thats the true meaning of life. So today was veryveryvery crowded I must say. I was laughing at the crowd below us at the crossing of the esplanade. Its stupid going there knowing there'd be a huge crowd of smellywellytellitubbie people all rubbing each other with their sweat & passing it on to other people. Oh my god, the thought of it is killing me. Haha....zomg. K today was awesome. MRT service ended at 2am, good service SMRT!! I managed to reach home around 2+am! :) Ah drats, I just remembered school starts tomorrow, not looking forward to it because life is gonna be back to normal. Its so mundane! Wake up 6am - brush teeth, bathe, go to school -.-!!! Return home, SLEEP. Argh.. wish I didn't need to study. Stupidstupidstupidshit. Gotta get used to it again cuz it will be pretty hard for me if I dont start now. & I'm still awake at this unearthly hour! Haha. My eyes are red!! Although I'm sitting on my bed & feeling sleepy I don't feel like sleeping yet. I guess the laptop is the distraction. Heh.